not again: Archive

2009

I just can’t help but be sentimental this time of year. When I think back to how this year has progressed I have mixed emotions. On one hand, I have had my heart broken by losing two friends in car accidents this year, broke my foot, had cancerous skin cells, had a car accident and totaled my car (not my fault!), and swine flu… but on the other hand I had my most favorite birthday...

Dec 25th

Make a list of things you need, leave it empty. Except for number one. Write: Love- gamble everything.

Jul 30th

dissapointed

I always liked the term “turning on, tuning in, and dropping out” I figured it had to do with listening to music and forgetting about the world… but I just found out it’s about male masturbation. —and that does not apply to me.

Jun 24th

Apr 21st

The longer that I’m out here the better you sound You’re scrunching up your face in this picture I found and I’m chasing after you, steadily losing ground I don’t wanna forget so I’m writing it down Have you ever? No, never never? I find that hard to believe Now let’s burn the furniture To see how angry a fire can make me And you say that there’s someone...

Apr 21st

Mar 29th

NINJAS>ZOMBIES>VAMPIRES

SO— I freaking saw ELTON JOHN last week! He signed my goodbye yellow brick road album too!! It really means a lot to me because I have grown up listening to Elton John and that album was given to me by my mom when I was younger. I have listened to it a million times…. and the coolest part of the album (besides having Elton’s signature!) is this huge butterfly sticker inside...

Mar 21st

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Oct 1st

Few things

Just a few things I wold like to touch base on. First of all, is wold a word? Apparently it is, because my computer has spellcheck on 24/7. Main Entry:wold Pronunciation:\ˈwōld\Function:nounEtymology:Middle English wald, wold, from Old English weald, wald forest; akin to Old High German wald forest, Old Norse vǫllr fieldDate:before 12th century 1: a usually upland area of open...

Sep 26th

Sep 22nd

Song's that make me SO HAPPY!

Bennie and the Jets- Elton John Don’t stop me now- Queen I don’t wanna lose your love tonight- The Outfield Wanna be- Spice Girls D.A.N.C.E- Justice

Sep 21st

Want

I WANT IT, I KNOW I CAN’T HAVE IT, BUT THAT MAKES ME WANT IT EVEN MORE. I just need patience. WOO! I can’t wait until Thursday!!!!!

Sep 17th

Sep 12th

I am TIRED OF WAITING!!!!!!

Sep 11th

Someone Please Unconciously Deliver Daybreak

I like it when you say my name in conversation, like we’re in a movie or a book.

Sep 10th

Sep 6th

Thanks cody!

” I don’t know a whole lot of girls who play video games and think poop is funny”

Sep 5th

Random

Tonight I met the janitor that cleans where I work, and I started helping her pick up trash irresponsible students left under their desks. The janitor was an older woman, and she started asking me about the classes offered at RSU, so I told her a little about my degree. She told me she didn’t get her GED until she was 35, and she was going to turn her life around by going to college, but...

Aug 28th

Life list

Go to Italy ✓ Go to Greece. Return to Italy. Graduating college with honors. Finish writing my book. Go to California. Go Camping. Get backstage ✓ Fall asleep under the stars. Watch the sunset from san francisco bay. Make photography my occupation. Teach my mother how to drive. Have a photo in Rolling Stone. See the porch of the maidens. Dance in the rain. ✓ Live in Cincinnati. See...

Aug 5th

One year.

Right now I should be writing my final paper for my study abroad… but instead I find myself all over the internet looking at things and I can’t help but be distracted. I am hoping that if I write a little my mind will clear up and I can jump in my paper… I can’t even stress how happy I am right now. I really have the most amazing life. I am so lucky. Oddly enough, if...

Jun 28th

Still in love

The longer that I’m out here the better you sound You’re scrunching up your face in this picture I found And I’m chasing after you, steadily losing ground I don’t wanna forget so I’m writing it down Have you ever? No, never never? I find that hard to believe So let’s burn the furniture To see how angry a fire could make me Now you say that there’s someone...

Apr 16th

I am in love

Apr 14th

I am the alley cat

alley cat - sherwood Oh I’ve been going through a hell of a time Making sense of all that you left behind When I arrange it into columns and lines I always think it’s adding up, but it never does So in the morning maybe I’ll be alright And through the day I’ll prepare for the fight With a fever on a Saturday night Cause this is giving me the shakes and butterflies, oh And...

Apr 6th

Apr 4th

I keep going back to this. READ IT.

If a Man Wants You By: Salma Rumman If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn’t want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that’s not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what...

Apr 3rd

Apr 2nd

More life's lessons.

I’ve made mistakes in my life. I’ve let people take advantages of me and I’ve accepted way less that I deserve, but I’ve learned from my bad choices and even though there are some things I can never get back and people who will never be sorry, I’ll know better next time and I won’t settle for anything less that I deserve. Do what you love, and you will find...

Apr 1st

Live in the NOW

When we have expectations we end up disappointed, but when he just let things happen we are always surprised. You know how every time you plan something, and it all goes wrong and you are very disappointed, but then sometimes you don’t have a set agenda and you just go with things you always have a better time? It seems that way with really good friends… like aren and meagan...

Mar 29th

Mar 1st

Meagan

Update your freaking tumblr. JEEZE. I love you.

Mar 1st

Feb 25th

Feb 22nd

Picture survey

1. Go to photobucket.com. 2. type in your answer. 3. only use the first page. 4. copy the html and paste here. 1. What is your first name? 2. What month were you born? 3. What kind of car do you have? 4. Favorite hobby? 5. What’s your favorite TV Show(s)? 6. What’s your favorite color? 7. Who’s your celebrity crush? 8. Who is your favorite band? 9....

Feb 22nd

Feb 18th

Mmm

I decided that I am going to write more in an actual journal and will use this for silly videos, thoughts, and pictures…. Speaking of pictures, Monday was AMAZING, so I went to the park and had a picnic alone and took some photos for my photography class… here are my two favorite.

Feb 6th

Feb 4th

“Look at those Christians turning left on red!! Someone tell Jesus!”

Feb 3rd

I have the best friends

Whenever geoffery broke up with me, Kyle was there with Cherry Limeades. Tonight when I found out my grandpa is really sick, Todd brought me Ice cream. I honestly am one of the luckiest people in the world. But those of you who do read this, if you would please pray for my grandpa.

Jan 22nd

Jan 16th

AHHHHHHH!

I am relying on meagan to keep me sane this semester!

Jan 16th

poopsticks.

Sometimes we try so hard to stop something from happening that when it winds up happening it knocks you flat on your butt. Poopsticks. But, it’s all good.

Jan 4th

This is the sound of my heart breaking.

Jan 3rd

This song shall be played at my wedding

Kevin Devine - You Are The DaybreakIt’s going straight to my head: I think I’m falling in love again. Such simple miracles have happened since your steady hands have come and stopped my unraveling. Your fingers, built for the piano, work out the knots that line my back. The stress I’ve stored since last December; But now, it doesn’t matter. I’ve learned to leave it...

Dec 31st

McDonalds

Aren: Can I have a Strawberry Shake?
McDonald's Employee: No ma'am, No milkshakes our machine is being cleaned.
Aren: Oh then can I have a chocolate one?
McDonald's Employee: Uh, no. They come from the same machine.
Aren: Oh....

Dec 31st